Fuck emotions,

I hate them,

They lead you away from what you need in life,

Tempting you further,

Bringing you down in life,

The scarrs are too much to handle,

The memories in my past,

My family hates me,

I am alone with only a few to support me,

But they aren't even there hardly,

I am alone in the broken home,

The broken life,

Beaten down,

Destroyed emotionally,

Mentally distraught,

People only saying words to make me feel good,

words that only make the scars worse,

I am dead inside, why can't I accept that?

Why do I have to put myself through the torcher each time?

Why must I destroy myself?

Put my mind through this?

Why God?